It has been two years. And in that two years, many things happened. And that includes my never ending insomnia problem which just gets more worse than before. I am like having a love hate relationship with the job. I love it cause time flies whenever I am at work. For example, I can be working the whole day to China(normally it takes about 10hrs? Hmm - 1hr to get ready, 1.5h of preparation/briefing time, 4hrs 30mins up, 4hrs 30mins back) but the day felt like i have only spent 5hours outside. No, really. When i say time flies, it really does. I don't have to keep looking at my watch to see what time it is like how i would normally do in my previous jobs (oh god i still remember how boring it was working at Mango as a partimer and i worked there for only ONE freaking month. It felt like a year.....thank god Silk gets back to me fast. Lol! and i remember i was grounded and had to do office work bloody hell 8-5 is totally not for me. I hate the peak hours!!!) And yes talking about peak hour, i don't have to go through the morning madness. I don't have to squeeze myself in the already packed sardine bus/mrt to work. But sigh i miss my public holidays and my weekends. I miss spending time with my family. I don't have to keep worrying whether my leave is approved for Hari Raya or not. Sigh I am confused. I don't know if i should stay for another 3 years to get my lum sum money. The thought of dragging myself to work for another 3 years just..... urgh. But honestly, i do love my job at times. Like when i meet nice people who make my day by giving me compliments and those who have random conversations with me by the emergency exit door. HAHA. Is there like an airline whose flight schedules have a fixed timing for departure, so that my body clock doesnt goes haywire? And that they have no flights during PH and Sat/Sun? 😂 honestly my insomina is stressing me out.. somehow i feel toysrus is the best job ever. When was the lastime i had so much fun working, and not dragging my feet to work? Honestly i cant remember.